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Derek/He can heal me

Derek and Michael on the "little boat"
 
We always have fun at the Lake.  We feel so blessed to be able to go up there whenever we want.  My inlaws are so kind to encourage us and to support us going there.  
 
Derek has a lot on his plate.  It was so nice to see him relax up at the Lake.  I felt like his burdens were lifted for a little while and he was able to be himself and enjoy his time.  He deserves it.
 
"Now the reason they would not look is because they did not believe that it would heal them."
Do I believe that He can heal me? Yes, I do. I believe that this depression can be healed and that I will no longer have to struggle with it. But I do not feel that that is His will for me. I keep feeling that I have to go through this depression in order to help others. That I have to continually experience it in order to have sympathy and empathy for others.

"And then may God grant unto you that your burdens may be light, through the joy of the Son."
I do feel that my burdens are light. I feel that the Lord has blessed me so much. I have a husband who constantly loves and supports me. He is such a strength in my life. I also am given the gift that my depression does lift every few days and this helps me keep things in perspective and helps me not give up. My Heavenly Father also supports me and encourages me through feelings, sentences, friends, and hope.

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