The last couple of days have been difficult. It is my time to be hormonal but so frustrating. On top of my mental and emotional problems Samantha is having a hard time too. She repeatedly has breakdowns and always looks forlorn. We had an especially bad one a couple of weeks ago. After talking to the Therapist she recommended that we get a Psychiatrist to evaluate her and maybe give her medication. I don't love the idea of putting her on medication but I don't know what else to do. As her mother I feel very inadequate. I think that she needs a mother who loves to snuggle and loves to pay attention to every ache and pain that she reports, but that is not the mother she has. This morning as I was pondering over this I was reminded that she was sent to me. That there must be something I can give her that a cuddly mother could not give her. I don't know what that is but I hope I can find it. Yesterday I was able to go to the te...
I have been given the gift of 5 beautiful children and a wonderful loving husband. I know that my Heavenly Father loves me. I am so grateful to Him for these gifts and this knowledge. In this blog I will express my feelings of life as a mother and wife as well as what I learn from my Heavenly Father through studying His words through scriptures and modern prophets.